Day 7: Because I cant stop, wont stop, 'til I get what I want

Today has been an odd day. I woke up super late and had a not-so-great dream. boo. Now, I am working on packing up my stuff to head about to school tomorrow. I think I am going to watch dinner for schmucks later. I love that movie. I'm sorry this is an awful update. I am just not at 100% today. :(

Here is  fun picture. This bum picture means alot to me lol. It is currently my background, and it reminds me to keep working hard, because I want to be successful and not be a bum and live off of my family. This bum is part of my inspiration to not stop until I get what I want!

Day 6: Up,Up & Away

Hello everyone in the blogger-verse....(I'm sorry, that was really lame haha)!

Guess What! Changes are slowly being made! Today, I went to watch a movie with one of my Kappa sisters, E, and it was really fun! We both saw Tangled for a second time, and it still made me kind of want to try. Normally, I would have found some excuse not go, not because I don't like E, I love her, but just because I feel like I might not be that fun to hang out with, anxiety, and laziness. I like being with people, but I also appreicate alone time. But, I made the decision to go ahead and go, and I am really glad I did!

Also, I went shopping & spent my own money today. It was a weird feeling....I'm learning how to control my spending....haha. (It might seem like I go shopping alot, but it's because I'm bored & not in school, also sale is one of my favorite words!)

A big thing that I forgot to mention, is that I got my hair done today! Now, I have long hair and I love it so much! I don't remember why I decided to go short for the past few month, but long hair is a big confindence booster. I'm excited for the different ways I can wear it when I get back to school.

Lastly, I am going to put up some pictures that I have in folder on my computer titled "Future". Anytime I see something I like, or want to work towards I drop the picture in there. Today I will show you my ideal kitchen! (I love realtor.com!)

Ps. I found this artist Marirose and I 'm loving 2 of her songs write now- "I Want Love" and "Wanna Get Crazy". She is only 15 and you guys should check her out!

Day 5: This Time We'll Take It Slow

Hello everyone! I hope that everyone had a wonderful day! Mine was great, besides the time wasted getting my car's tire and oil changed. It's my last week of winter break before going back to school, so I have started attemping to organize my things around the house and went to check out some sales. I got this fleece jacket that looks like my north face denali and it was only $10.49! So, I plan on taking it to get embroidered with  "KKΓ", for my sorority! They usually sell those jackets already embroidered for like 40 dollars, so this is a great deal! I also got a draped cardigan from another store because I realized that out of all my cardigans I didn't have a black one that I really liked!


Another good thing that happened today, was that Sabrina the teenage witch, seasons 2 & 3, came in the mail!! Also, we got Dance Central and Zumba for the Xbox Kinect. They are the funniest games ever, and such a great workout! I am so sad that I can't take it with me to school, but I feel I will be coming home just to play. 


Goalwise, I got some news about my pharmacy tech goal. Apparently, in oklahoma, you don't have to take the test! If you get on the job training a pharmacist can fill paperwork out for you for you to be certified! So instead of working on the goal, I am just going to start studying for the PCAT! I am excited!


I think I am finally coming to terms with the fact that I am not Pre-Med anymore....I know that I will be really happy being a pharmacist and it will be a good fit for me. Also, I can still work in a hospital! 


Overall, I just have to make sure that I do not get to overwhelmed...I just need to take it slow. :)


Talk to you guys tomorrow!
Maybe I will put up pictures of my future dreams! 

Day 4: Fasting from Sleep

I AM SO TIRED!! I am trying to fix my sleep schedule and have been awake for more 30 hours. I did workout today, so yay, and went out shopping, but did not buy anything! go me. okay, i have no more engery..When you fast to make your body feel hunger to change your relationship with food, well this is like it, but making my body feel tired and changing my relationship with sleep. Lots of funny things happened today too!

Ok, I'm done...and this update is awful!!! lol

Day 3: One of those days....

Today, I am feeling alittle bit lazy. I've just been working on my crafts & knitting. Oh, I also watched The Craiglist Killer. Is it bad that I felt bad for him? I really enjoyed the movies and it made me tear up when he killed himself. He just seemed so perfect. It was just sad :( Also, I think because the guy who played him was Evan from Greek. And Greek came back tonight! yay!! I LOVE THIS SHOW & am sad it is ending this season. :(

Well that is all for now! As for my goals, I plan on going to the gym tomorrow and I'm corresponding with people to make better friendships...so yay!

Day 2: Getting into the groove

So, this is my first real kind of entry! I'm very excited! So since my last update, how have my goals been going? Well, I worked on my friendships. I hung out with my friends L & C until 3 in the morning and it was so fun! Movies & girltalk! There are qualities about both of them that I really admire and I want to be more like them!
Also, I started my 100 days of pictures! I think I might put them on here...but I'm not sure yet. Anyways, today I really wanted to go shopping, but I resisted! yay....well atleast for today! haha

Lastly, you know what a good feeling is, being missed. Today, random people told me that they have been missing me and that just made my day.

Okay, well I think that is all for today...I hope this gets more interesting when I get back to school!

Day 1: A Beginning

Hooray, it's a new day! Today is the first day of the rest of my life. This time last year, I started on a journey to my new self and it went pretty well until August, and then my life just spun out of control. For an incredibly long time I had been dealing with mdd & anxiety problems, and I finally got help in August. With the different meds, i just had a hard time focuing and working on that journey. So, this year I decided to start again. Last year, I made videos and this time I wanted to make a blog.

So, my short term goal to to keep this up for 100 days (so until April 10th...i think..) and keep up with the following goals.

1. Write a daily entry for the next 100 days

2. Do 100 days of picture thing on facebook

3. I want to read at least 10 books in the next 100 days

4. Work out 5 days a week

5. Aim for a 3.3gpa

6. Pass the Pharm. Tech Exam

7. Make my friendships closer, as in hang out with people that I may not see as much.

8. Stop shopping as much....at least with my mom's money! 

9.No more fast food

10. Get involved in more clubs on campus. 

11. Find a date to formal? (but if this doesn't happen it's nbd)

Well... here goes everything!!!!