Day 20:Don't Be Tardy For The Party

Hey guys! Well guess what, we got snow! yay! but our university did not cancel classes. booo :( all the other local schools and colleges in our state were canceled tho :( Hopefully, tomorrow maybe some classes will be canceled. I didn't have to go to my lab today so that was exciting! Also, today I went to a meeting about pharamacy school, and it was exciting and we got the coolest pens and spray bottle hand sanitizer. I'm so glad it's almost the weekend! I'm ready to have fun!!!!!

Day 19: What I'm loving.....

I just thought today I would post things have I am loving...

TV
1. Jersey Shore
2. Modern Family
3. Will & Grace

Music
1. Everything, Michael Buble
2. Yeah 3x, Chris Brown
3. Opposite of Adults, Chiddy Bang

Books
1. Hunger Games
2. LA Candy series
3. The Truth About Diamonds

Also, here are some pictures of my dream engagement ring! I really like Tacori rings that have an heirloom feel!

Which one is your favorite?

I'll be updating about my personal life soon! Hopefully tomorrow we will get a snow day!!

Day 18: Yay!

COB is wrapping up and we just extended a bid to two girls and they both accepted!!! There one more event left and anything could happen!! yay.

day 17: how you doing'?

too sleepy.......

Day 16: Sorry Blogger-verse

Sorry for the neglect. I will post a long update of my weekend tomorrow!

Day 15 : Blast in a Glass

Last night was something...Tonight will probably be something again.
Hopefully, I will learn to stop while I am ahead....but we'll see.
I saw this on another blog [I'll but the link in later! I can't remember right now] & I love it.

I want to paint this sometime soon!

Day 14: Oh Happy Days.

Hello!

Sorry for the lack of great updates! Today is a good day...I am at work right now..just chilling( I love my job!) I went to lunch with a friend, and it was super yummy :) Good way to end the week. Now for a 3-day weekend! YES! I plan on living it up. My roommate & a few friends is roading tripping to Washington DC. They thought about it and planned it yesterday. Oh yeah, from here it is a 20 hour drive. I could never do that. I am to OCD & want to have every detail planned out, also I just love the aiport. It was one of my favorite places! The reason is because when you are there you are going somewhere & I love that feeling. Or, someone I love/want to see is coming to see me. 

Sometimes when I get upset, I like to drive around town to some of my favorite places or places that inspire me. On that list is the airport, OU Tulsa, Hilcrest/St. Johns, and then neighborhoods with nice houses.

What are some of your guys favorite places? Or Where in your city do you go for inspiration?

Talk to you later!

A picture I took when I went to the airport

Day 13: Don't stop 'till you get enough

Sleeepy, but I will get through Jersey Shore! I'll finish this tomorrow.

Day 12: So you had a bad day...

Today was a bad day. Erg.

But I'm over it now. I feel like it was just a wasted day, and can not wait 10 mins for a new day!
I am going back to work! Most people wouldn't be excited, but I really like my job! I work with my college's men's basketball team in the office with all the different coaches. Also, the lady I work directly under, is one of the nicest people ever and i just love her!

O. Chem II lab is tomorrow too...good thing it is just a check-in.

Super boring post...I know. I'm sorry.

Day 11:I'll Give you Bonafied Lovin'

Hey! I hope everyone day was swell! Today was a really good day for me! I only had one class and it was with a prof. that is awesome! It was abnormal psych. Afterwords, I napped, got books for the class, and then gave a tour of my city to our sorority leadership consultant from nationals with my grandbig and another girl. It was surprisingly fun! Then this evening we had a COB(continuous open bidding) event! It was a lot of fun too, because I got to see people that I haven't seen in a few days. I just love being a Kappa!

Goalwise- I hit the gym with my friend L! and then in the evening I did p90x ab ripper with my other friend L who also lives in the house. It was painful, but we were laughing through the pain because there were no other feelings lol.

I am currently working on reading Hunger Games! I think it is okay so far, it reminds me of the Uglies series, which I love. I hope that it gets better as I go on.

I am going to get my PCAT books soon! For now, I am just buying some from a senior, who took it last year, and then if I need another on I will get it when my test date gets closer. I'm not going to be taking it until june/july! 

I had a question that I wanted to put out to the blogger-verse, but after such a good day, I don't want to think about it anymore...maybe tomorrow! 

Lastly, I have 10 followers! yay! Thank you so much for following me, I really appericate when you guys comment. I never thought that I would have 1 follower lol. I might even do a giveaway one day!

peace <3 .....that's so 2004 haha

Day 10: I Can Feel It Coming in the Air Tonight

Classes started today. It was not too bad! Everything was okay, other than one of my classes I had a scare that I would be stuck with a bad professor. What happened was I had not yet enrolled in Anatomy/Physiology, and I had been taking to the prof. over break and she said it would be fine and that she would sign the papers on the first day of class. Well, when I got to class, since they had so may people enrolled they decided to split the class in 2 and the other class is with a professor that I have had before and she is just ridiculously hard and not very helpful. Since, I had not been enrolled the good prof. said she was sorry and that I should go to the other class(along with all the people who did not know they were in the other class yet). Well, I sat through the class and just prayed and was thinking about changing my sch. again but at the end of the class I just had her sign my drop/add sheet anyways to enroll in the class. Luckly for me, I had filled out the sheet in the morning and had already written in pen that I wanted to be in Sec 1, (because I didn't know about the 2nd one yet) and when she signed the paper, she didn't change the section number. So when I turned my enrollment sheet in, the lady, who was so nice( I was scared it was going to be this woman from last year, who was just awful and mean, but she gone[YAY!]), went ahead and just put me in the first one!! So now, I'm back in the good class! :)

Organic Chem II was super fun....NOT. We were "reviewing" over SN1,2 and E1,2 but everyone was so lost. I am going to need a tutor ASAP!

The last big thing I have to write about today is that I got a blog award!!! Yay! It was from Leslie @Life in it's Ordinary Form & Megan @Book of Megan. Thank you guys so much!! I really enjoy reading both of their blogs & they both put up pictures sometimes!

So as the rules go...
Here are the rules:

1. Thank and link back to the person who awarded you this award.

2. Share 7 things about yourself.

3. Award 15 recently discovered bloggers.

4. Contact these bloggers and tell them about the award!

1. I really enjoy reality tv. Jeresy shore is one of my favorite shows! I think it's because I don't act like that, but it fun to live through them lol.

2.Alot of the time I put up a brave front. It's hard for me to tell people when I am suffering, even the people who are close to me. I think it has everything to do with number 3.

3. I feel I have major trust issues. I think it's because of when my dad died and we were so close. And it was just awful losing someone that close to me, that I don't want to let anyone else in.

4. I probably except to much of other people. I try to do all that I can for most people, and I wish that they would do the same, but that doesn't always happen.

5. I wish I could say everything that I felt. 

6. Now, I'm crying. hahaha, this actually is the first time that I have cried in a few weeks being on this new medicine.

7. To end on a silly/funny note one of my biggest fears is being unsucessful and poor. 

I hope I didn't bring anyones mood down! I just thought, when you learn the dark things about people you get to know them better(and irl i have a hard time sharing my dark things, so blogger world you should feel very lucky!

Now here are the blogs that I enjoy reading who I don't think have gotten this yet!

1 Faith@Letters from a College Student

2Christine @bun&borough

3 Ally @He's still got the whole world in His hands

4Katie @Katie Lives Simply

5 Janelle @Nick Nacks & Normans

6 Pre-Med Prep

7 Michelle @Southern Ambition

8 @The Best Days of My Life

9 Carie@ The Life of Carie

Other blogs I like have alreay gotten this, but go read them and enjoy!

Well, I think I am going to go to the gym now. 

Bye!! 

Day 9: Back to Life, Back to reality.

Hey guys! I hope everyone's weekends went well. Sunday is such a sad day..at least for me. The only thing I can think of is what is coming up the next week, and what I need to do to start preparing. Well, let me update you on what happened last night. It turned out to be a really fun evening. About 8 of my sisters, who had come back early, and I hit up a frat what started out as a dull night turned into a super fun night. I got to get a lot closer to one of my sisters A! She is so awesome, and I would like to be more like her, in a social ascept. Almost everyone loves her and she is always fun to be around. We did about ..(#).. shots thoughtout the night and then had this guy take us and buy us tacos! Well, a quesadilla from this like local, small mexican restaurant. Afterward, he drove us around campus, so we could dance in the car and then we walked around campus and tried to get into the law library, but we couldn't get in. (At the time it was sad, but now I'm glad! lol) Afterwards, we went back to house and parted ways. It was a pretty fun night to have before getting back into the swing of classes. Today, I moved back to school. I'm really glad to be back in the house, but I miss home too lol! Tommorrow, I have 4 classes. Boo :( Evolution, Antaomy/Physiology, O.Chem II, and Stat! It's going to be a fun day..... erg! Oh well, I can do it! I just need to keep reminding myself that if I want to be successful, I need to work hard!

I just found out that our Pre-Med/Pre-Phramacy group has gotten smaller as another friend has decided to change her major. She's so smart and could really make it! That's what I think of most people, or I think, "if they are qutting, why aren't I?? They are smarter than me!". I need to think positively!!!!I am trying...but not hard enough. Well, I wish everyone luck for this week & and happy monday!!

I hope you enjoyed this long post and look into my life. Sorry, if it is not gramtically correct! I am currently in my bed, preparing to read a little bit on my Nook Color(IT IS THE BEST!), and then sleep!!!

Good night!

Day 8: Please don't go......

Winter break I will miss you so! Tonight I am back at school and going to hit the frats with some of my sister who are back! I'll update this afterwards, I just wanted to make sure I had on for today!

Day 7: Because I cant stop, wont stop, 'til I get what I want

Today has been an odd day. I woke up super late and had a not-so-great dream. boo. Now, I am working on packing up my stuff to head about to school tomorrow. I think I am going to watch dinner for schmucks later. I love that movie. I'm sorry this is an awful update. I am just not at 100% today. :(

Here is  fun picture. This bum picture means alot to me lol. It is currently my background, and it reminds me to keep working hard, because I want to be successful and not be a bum and live off of my family. This bum is part of my inspiration to not stop until I get what I want!

Day 6: Up,Up & Away

Hello everyone in the blogger-verse....(I'm sorry, that was really lame haha)!

Guess What! Changes are slowly being made! Today, I went to watch a movie with one of my Kappa sisters, E, and it was really fun! We both saw Tangled for a second time, and it still made me kind of want to try. Normally, I would have found some excuse not go, not because I don't like E, I love her, but just because I feel like I might not be that fun to hang out with, anxiety, and laziness. I like being with people, but I also appreicate alone time. But, I made the decision to go ahead and go, and I am really glad I did!

Also, I went shopping & spent my own money today. It was a weird feeling....I'm learning how to control my spending....haha. (It might seem like I go shopping alot, but it's because I'm bored & not in school, also sale is one of my favorite words!)

A big thing that I forgot to mention, is that I got my hair done today! Now, I have long hair and I love it so much! I don't remember why I decided to go short for the past few month, but long hair is a big confindence booster. I'm excited for the different ways I can wear it when I get back to school.

Lastly, I am going to put up some pictures that I have in folder on my computer titled "Future". Anytime I see something I like, or want to work towards I drop the picture in there. Today I will show you my ideal kitchen! (I love realtor.com!)

Ps. I found this artist Marirose and I 'm loving 2 of her songs write now- "I Want Love" and "Wanna Get Crazy". She is only 15 and you guys should check her out!

Day 5: This Time We'll Take It Slow

Hello everyone! I hope that everyone had a wonderful day! Mine was great, besides the time wasted getting my car's tire and oil changed. It's my last week of winter break before going back to school, so I have started attemping to organize my things around the house and went to check out some sales. I got this fleece jacket that looks like my north face denali and it was only $10.49! So, I plan on taking it to get embroidered with  "KKΓ", for my sorority! They usually sell those jackets already embroidered for like 40 dollars, so this is a great deal! I also got a draped cardigan from another store because I realized that out of all my cardigans I didn't have a black one that I really liked!


Another good thing that happened today, was that Sabrina the teenage witch, seasons 2 & 3, came in the mail!! Also, we got Dance Central and Zumba for the Xbox Kinect. They are the funniest games ever, and such a great workout! I am so sad that I can't take it with me to school, but I feel I will be coming home just to play. 


Goalwise, I got some news about my pharmacy tech goal. Apparently, in oklahoma, you don't have to take the test! If you get on the job training a pharmacist can fill paperwork out for you for you to be certified! So instead of working on the goal, I am just going to start studying for the PCAT! I am excited!


I think I am finally coming to terms with the fact that I am not Pre-Med anymore....I know that I will be really happy being a pharmacist and it will be a good fit for me. Also, I can still work in a hospital! 


Overall, I just have to make sure that I do not get to overwhelmed...I just need to take it slow. :)


Talk to you guys tomorrow!
Maybe I will put up pictures of my future dreams! 

Day 4: Fasting from Sleep

I AM SO TIRED!! I am trying to fix my sleep schedule and have been awake for more 30 hours. I did workout today, so yay, and went out shopping, but did not buy anything! go me. okay, i have no more engery..When you fast to make your body feel hunger to change your relationship with food, well this is like it, but making my body feel tired and changing my relationship with sleep. Lots of funny things happened today too!

Ok, I'm done...and this update is awful!!! lol

Day 3: One of those days....

Today, I am feeling alittle bit lazy. I've just been working on my crafts & knitting. Oh, I also watched The Craiglist Killer. Is it bad that I felt bad for him? I really enjoyed the movies and it made me tear up when he killed himself. He just seemed so perfect. It was just sad :( Also, I think because the guy who played him was Evan from Greek. And Greek came back tonight! yay!! I LOVE THIS SHOW & am sad it is ending this season. :(

Well that is all for now! As for my goals, I plan on going to the gym tomorrow and I'm corresponding with people to make better friendships...so yay!

Day 2: Getting into the groove

So, this is my first real kind of entry! I'm very excited! So since my last update, how have my goals been going? Well, I worked on my friendships. I hung out with my friends L & C until 3 in the morning and it was so fun! Movies & girltalk! There are qualities about both of them that I really admire and I want to be more like them!
Also, I started my 100 days of pictures! I think I might put them on here...but I'm not sure yet. Anyways, today I really wanted to go shopping, but I resisted! yay....well atleast for today! haha

Lastly, you know what a good feeling is, being missed. Today, random people told me that they have been missing me and that just made my day.

Okay, well I think that is all for today...I hope this gets more interesting when I get back to school!

Day 1: A Beginning

Hooray, it's a new day! Today is the first day of the rest of my life. This time last year, I started on a journey to my new self and it went pretty well until August, and then my life just spun out of control. For an incredibly long time I had been dealing with mdd & anxiety problems, and I finally got help in August. With the different meds, i just had a hard time focuing and working on that journey. So, this year I decided to start again. Last year, I made videos and this time I wanted to make a blog.

So, my short term goal to to keep this up for 100 days (so until April 10th...i think..) and keep up with the following goals.

1. Write a daily entry for the next 100 days

2. Do 100 days of picture thing on facebook

3. I want to read at least 10 books in the next 100 days

4. Work out 5 days a week

5. Aim for a 3.3gpa

6. Pass the Pharm. Tech Exam

7. Make my friendships closer, as in hang out with people that I may not see as much.

8. Stop shopping as much....at least with my mom's money! 

9.No more fast food

10. Get involved in more clubs on campus. 

11. Find a date to formal? (but if this doesn't happen it's nbd)

Well... here goes everything!!!!